My dad has made it very clear that he is planning to leave my mom after i move out....
And most of the fighting they do is over $$$.

So rite now im kinda depressed and upset.


My bf and i are planning to go to carowinds with the church youth group next weekend. and im hoping everything goes smoothly and doesnt come back to hurt me. . .

I need to get away. and im not even 16 yet. Im ready to move out. Ive been ready since i was 14... lol but im sc you can move out when you are 17. sooooo. I told my parents for my 17th birthday i want boxes to back my things.

Im not sure if im going to write another chapter of Vampire Near Me cuz my mind is racing and my emotions are completely through the roof.

I just wish i was older rite now. Oh that would make 10000000 things in my life alot easier. ALOT!!

But poor me. I was born in 1993, and i cant do anything about that.

Ive noticed that the number 3 has followed me around all my life. Even my uncle, (who died when i was 3) had the number 3 with him. On his grave marker, my grandmother put a 3 and a heart on it...
Lets see i was born in 93
Uncle died when i was 3
My bf at the moment has 3 tatts
Im the third girl he dated last year
My brother has 3 kids,
idk. i could go onn and onn

That was random. sorry, see my head is everywhere!!